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hi.
i gots final fantasy 7 and decaf mochaccinos.
<3
i is happy.
except...expander = bitch. mom calls it the tourture rack, or just the rack lmao. 3 more weeks of turning the goddamn thing. ug x_x
and i noticed something in the guestbook...
Kevin
Written:Thursday, 4/25/2002 8:31:59 PM
URL:http://www.geocities.com/fekkin_RAR
Contact: ephyresoul@hotmail.com
Your website is significantly less suck filled then mine is. You should get a cookie for that.


hm. thanks...i think?

random object quiz. which object are you?
I AM THE PERSONIFICATION OF TAPIOCA PUDDING
Though simple, filling, as sweet,
I am prone to delusions of grandeur.
Your granny may love me,
But you can be sure,
I'm plotting something!

haha.
tapioca.
actually...
tapioca's pretty damn good.

AHHHHHH
ERIN IS ON FIRE
<3

tralaaaaaaa...sdfsjdhf hi.
yesterday. yeah. fun stuff. got a bunch of junk food. watched the <3redwings<3 kick some canadian ass.
matt's friend came over. ewhjrjhwhoo! that's all i'll say on that subject.
umm today. what did i do today.
,...
nothing.
x_x

ahhhhh shit!(*#&@(*&@#$( i can't wait for the sims online to come out!)(*@#$)@
djfkhdfgkjh i want it NOWWWWW.!
heh.
go read the news articles, and admit how fucking cool it looks.

anyways, for those of you that care, i haven't talked about my life recently. here goes.
my grades in english and physical science have been slacking. i now have a b+ in english and a 89% in p.s. (i dunno what letter grade it is, prolly a b or b+). mom bitched at me and i don't get my 35 bucks for all as. dammit.
what elseee....i told y'all about how i got an expander. you have no idea how bad it sucks.
friday i went home with manda after school and we hung around in kingston and screamed and hollered at cars passing by. it was fun until some truck went up to the next driveway and turned around (we ran away,lol). then, amanda's little sister had this fair thingy at school with a bunch of lame games. and an auction! lmfao, the auctioneer's voice was hilarious. he did the really fast-talky thing. i was laughing my ass off. me and manda also walked (ran) all around the school and inside it with these things we bought. (i'll take pictures tomorrow, they're hilarious) we tried playing hackey sack with our new ..uh, hackey sacks. but we sucked so we went into the gym and yelled at little kids. then we walked out into the back parking lot and in front of the whole baseball team, went across the street to the farm and talked to the cows. which ran away. lol. then i went home :F
andd its my bedtime. i'll write about what happened today, tomorrow. hah. x_x
nighty night.

Erin, your strongest attraction factor is your Energy!

that's a good 'un. emode. find the attraction factor test and send me your results. hell, post 'em in the guestbook.

ferdinand

1. IF YOU COULD BUILD A HOUSE ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD IT BE? on the coast of california somewhere, probably monterey or caramel

2. WHAT'S THE MOST MEMORABLE THING YOU HAVE READ? Z for Zachariah

3. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING? jeans!

4. FAVORITE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? chest and arm area

5. WHAT'S THE LAST CD YOU BOUGHT? umm, michelle branch for my mother

6. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO BE? somewhere warm with a nice breeze and only the sound of waves,...michigan

7. WHERE'S YOUR LEAST FAVORITE PLACE TO BE? depression (yes it is a place, i've been there several times)

8. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO BE MASSAGED? back

9. WHAT'S MOST IMPORTANT, STRONG IN MIND OR STRONG IN BODY? definitley mind

10. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE IN THE MORNING? well, my alarm goes off at 6:35 on weekdays (but i usually fall in and out of sleep for another half an hour untill i hear my mom scream for my brother to get out of bed at 7), and at the latest: 10 on weekends.

11. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW? south park, whose line is it anyways

12. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE KITCHEN APPLIANCE? microwave

13. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE CHILDHOOD MEMORY? i dunno, prolly sometime or another at my grandparents house in idaho with my mom's side of the family. oh and read my favorite childrens book down yonderways

14. MAKES YOU LAUGH? wha,,..? you mean who makes you laugh? everyone

15. WHAT MAKES YOU REALLY ANGRY? ignorant/stupid people

16. IF YOU COULD PLAY ANY INSTRUMENT, WHAT WOULD IT BE? drumset

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RESTAURANT/CAFE/EATERY? olive garden

18. SCARIEST MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE? when i was coming back from idaho on a plane, sitting with a stranger when we were trying to land in a storm (if you haven't done it before, it's very bumpy and scares the living hell out of me)

19. IF THERE WAS A MOVIE MADE ABOUT YOU, WHAT HOLLYWOOD STAR WOULD YOU LIKE TO PLAY YOU? i'd do it myself

20. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AN AFTERLIFE? no

21. FAVORITE CHILDREN'S BOOK? The Story of Ferdinand (the bull, who loved to sit under the cork tree and smeeeeeeeeeeeeelllll the flowers. lol, that's how my dad read it to me and my brother when we were little. you'd have to hear my dad say that part and see the smile on my dad's face when he read it to understand why i love that book so much. look it up on amazon.)

22. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? right inbetween summer and spring when you can wear spagetti-strapped tank tops, jeans, and sandals and not be too hot or too cold

23. WHAT'S YOUR LEAST FAVORITE HOUSEHOLD CHORE? feh, i dunno. probably cleaning mirrors and windows, since the glass cleaner we have is shitty and the windows end up with streaks on them and annoys the hell out of me (obsessive compulsive)

24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPER POWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE? JUST ONE: god..definitley not flying...umm. hrm. not reading minds, that's too much, and wouldn't let me know exactly what i wanted to know and when,...okay, i'll invent a superpower. the ability to understand exactly what someone, anyone anywhere (as long as they knew you, of course) thinks about you, or rather what their opinion on you is. (and a nice bonus to that power would be the ability to know when they're thinking about you)

25. IF YOU HAVE A TATTOO, WHAT IS IT? no tattoo here

26. CAN YOU JUGGLE? no

27. THE SONG YOU WISHED YOU HAD WRITTEN? aghh so many! Jewel - Foolish Games, Deftones - Digital Bath, Letters to Cleo - I Want You to Want Me, Sheryl Crow - Strong Enough to Be My Man, Sheryl Crow - Sweet Child O' Mine, No Doubt - Running (basically all of my favorite songs, heh)

28. THE ONE PERSON FROM YOUR PAST YOU WISH YOU COULD GO BACK AND TALK TO: probably c.j. annable, either him or halli borgfjiord

29. DO YOU PREFER CATS OR DOGS? cats

30. WHAT'S IN THE TRUNK OF YOUR CAR? don't have a car

31. FROM THE PEOPLE YOU EMAILED THIS TO, WHO'S MOST LIKELY TO
RESPOND? er hmm...i dunno? i guess my best bet is adam

32. WHO'S LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? matt

33. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE DAY? thursday or friday

34. FAVORITE SONG TO SING? jewel-foolish games(when i'm sad), and limp bizkit - faith (when i'm happy)

36. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? matt's pretty friendly with everyone and doesn't let stupid things like self consciousness get in his way

37. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE SUPERHERO? sailor moon <3

38. IF YOU COULD BE DOING ANYTHING RIGHT NOW WHAT WOULD IT BE? heheh, i suppose i'll be honest. talking to justin.

39. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE? HOW MANY TIMES? never

40. ONE MISTAKE YOU MADE IN YOUR PAST YOU WISH YOU COULD GO BACK AND REDO OVER? i regret being so closed off when i moved from port huron to kalamazoo...but i think that if i was more open i wouldn't have turned out the way i am now, and no matter how..lol um. no matter how closed off i still am or how many problems i have now..i'm proud of it somehow..eheh. i like to wallow in my self pity. <3 whoa..a bit off the subject eh. anyways. i'd go back to when i was about nine and prevent a...lets just say "bad habit" from happening.

model erin

hm.
erin got an expander stuffed in her face. yeah.
you guys ever heard shelly on south park? thats what i sound like. a slobbering, drooling, teenager. yay. x_x

<3 i feel the love <3

iiiiiinnnnnnffffaaaattttuuuuuaaaaattttiiiiiiooooonnnnn

..it has to be
....
it's either
a. infatuation
b.i'm blind, or
c. i'm crazy.
i happen to think it's option d. lmfao. it makes perfect sense, because d is, of course, all of the above. yet that doesn't make sense. so at least c is correct. it can't be all of the above, because infatuation and my blindness to..uh, something, are complete opposites so ..err, i dunno. x_x but i'm definitley crazy. definitley.

wow that post made no sense. yay!
(by the way, i wrote all of this last night while i was trying to go to sleep)

you know what? it amazes me that someone, anyone, could possibly be interested in my life. seriously, i dont get it@*&($#&@! i don't see the appeal, i guess, because i hate my life. and i'm a stupid greedy bitch for saything that. but thats a whole other story. christ.

you know what sucks more than government censorship? not that i've actually had to deal with it, but it still sucks.
when you feel that you have to censor stuff on your page that you should damn well be able to post on, since it IS your journal after all. it's your own, personal, outlet. but the more people that read my page and the more people that talk to me about what i write on my website, the harder it is to convince myself of that.
the fact is, i wish i could post what i wanted without feeling worried that i'll create feelings, or even hurt them. and when i do post something, i shouldn't have to be so inconspicuous about it that it doesn't make sense!! but i shouldn't have to care if it makes sense or not. it's my goddamn journal.
whoa.
did i just go in a circle on myself? jesus christ, i think we've got a fucking OCD case on our hands here, folks.

hahahaha
i was browsing through the archives and i found a classic erin moment
------------------------------
Friday, October 26, 2001

erin thy great: WE ARE THE NIGHTS THAT SAYYY.....
erin thy great: NEEH!!!!
erin thy great: hello ian.
erin thy great: guess who.
erin thy great: YEP
erin thy great: ITS YOUR BUDDY OLD PAL
mBIENT XLR8R signed off at 10:50:56 PM.

oooof mon. ouchy. rejection hurts.
SCREW YOU IAN!

posted by erin the great at 11:01 PM


haha.ha. -snort- hee.

hmmm
waterdawl.net is undergoing revampage
erin decided to make an img folder
x_x
much tedious work.
don't spazz if you run into a page and its all out of whack, this process should be done within 2 days. at the most.

dhgdown: so i guess i'm a dirty nasty pedophile?
erin thy great: lol
erin thy great: no
erin thy great: we didnt even talk to you last night
dhgdown: yeah, i know. you ignored me.
erin thy great: i did not!
dhgdown: well if you didn't talk to me, and you didn't ignore me, what was that two hour netmeeting?
erin thy great: ohh that was earlier
dhgdown: ah, you didnt even remember.
erin thy great: i'm sorry about that mon
dhgdown: even after expressing that it upset me
dhgdown: thanks.
erin thy great: !

jesus christ.

hm, i haven't posted here in awhile.
well, yesterday was much fun. me and manda got home and went straight to the computer. haha. then we went to some msn chats and cammed with dirty nasty pedophiles. then i got on yahoo messenger and hada long interesting conversation with justin. now he hates my missy elliot - get your freak on. and he drinks way too much orange juice.
and hmm. not many details from last night. i did stay up till about 4 in the morning . man. i was freaking fried. x_x i think i'm going to take all of the junkfood up to my room and pig out and then sleep.
:D

dude. i got the shit scared out of me earlier.
i was trying to download final fantasy x (eheh) and i downloaded what was supposedly it. (now that i think about it, it downloaded suspiciously fast). i opened it, and i had a window something similar to windows explorer. then a screen popped up saying "confirm delete: windows?", i tried to click no, but it moved my mouse to yes. right before my eyes, my windows folder was starting to be "deleted". i was like "HOLY SHIT!!!" and i flipped the power switch to my computer. i turned it back on and sat there, panting, hoping i wouldn't have to tell my dad about how our whole computer got fucked up...
but as soon as i logged on and everything was working fine, i was like "dammit. it was fake.". god i'm gullible. x_x

and..
j00 people suck.

bleh.
still sick.
sleepover postponed till next friday.
suckage.

hmm..plans for today got postponed untill tomorrow, hopefully. if i don't get over this fever it'll be off altogether.
but dudddeeee. i don't think i've ever gotten this much attention from guys at school!
maybe it was because of my shirt? iunno, but people were constantly checking me out and woo <3 i feel the love.
hmm what else. allen asked for my email address <3 so i'll be talking to him in short time. yayayay. wellp, my parents are making me get off the computer because "i need my rest".
so,..good night! ;F

yey, today's thursday! which means friday is tomorrow <3
yes yesss mm and what do i need to update on. well, i was going to scan some pretty doodles i drew today, but adobe photoshop was being a bitch. so i guess i'll restart my computer later on and scan 'em.
bleh...today i have to shovel and haul dirt again today. i feel like such a farmer -_-. yuk. and the dirt pile is alot farther from our destination than the one we moved yesterday. bleargh.
hmm what else. oh yus, manda's coming to spend the night on friday! this means i get to stay up all night on the pooterrrr wo0o0o!!
she bought a phone card so we can call one of her online buddies. send us your phone number and we'll call you! i'm serious, we will. send it! or put it in the guestbook.
anywaaaaaaays. tomorrow will be much fun. manda, junk food, and phone cards.
it's all good.

adam, i don't know whose shoes these are, but they're cool as hell.

and..

can you say ass?
<3 <3 <3
thankyou adam for these kind donations

john's right.
i give 3 poops aboot him
:D

sup hoes? i haven't posted much aboot my life recently..umnn what's been going on.
prom was last saturday. i didn't go.
:D
yay me.
RPG FORUMS!!! yay. its aboot damn time we got an rpg going. i'm a warrior chick who drinks nasty beer. :D with a nifty ass tattoo and cool leather boots :D :D :D :D. umm kay. eheh.
OO OO OO
good song.
<3 radiohead - i might be wrong <3
which reminds me, i have a homicide request. i downloaded a country song. shoot me now. (garth brooks - the thunder rolls. its not like normal twangy country, give me a break here. but still shoot me.)
it also seems john has some things he needs to get out. post 'em here john, it'll make you feel better. plus other people out there can relate. ;/
anddd justin has gotten me addicted to tetrinet, or "netris" as he calls it. come play sometime! :F

and the thunder rolls...

erin has made a big deal out of nothing..or at least that's how it's looking now..

bleh, time to go fry my brain on games.

mmm, tests.

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What is your meaning of life?

If i was a serial killer i would be Ed Gein .

The Original Leather face. Ed gein, started out as a grave robber, robbing graves for the remains of women around the age of 50 and using the bits and pieces that he found to furnish his house. Eventually moving up to living subjects Ed would go on to kill 3 local women whom he would decapitate, skin and leave on meat hooks in his basement.


He later went on to confess that he would fashion masks and vests out of the skin of the women he had killed, even going as far as cooking and eating their hearts. Ed believed that he had to do these killings because his dead mother told him to.


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if this is the way it's going to be..
i don't want it anymore.
..
i just don't feel like putting up with not knowing how he feels, it stresses me out. lame, maybe, but i guess i'm just a lame kind of person that expects friendships to be more than just saying hi everyday and saying how you like something, then having it dissed.
maybe it wasn't a friendship to start out with? and i think if it started to be a friendship like i have with other people, it would be weird. just one of those things that don't turn out, i guess. maybe it wasn't even a friendship. maybe it was one of those things where you talk to the person because you're bored but always think of the other person as, not even a friend, lower than you even. i think that's how it is because i'm 14, and it's bad to be friends with someone more than a year younger than you. i don't think i've ever felt like..crappy about myself because of my age before, and why should i have to!??! this is the first time it's ever happened to me. and i don't like it. i don't want it anymore, i just want friends that are my age. it's safer, it's easier, and i dont want to feel shitty anymore for something i can't help. like my age. christ, i shouldn't have to feel this way.
i really, really, don't know what to do.
i guess i'll just let it unravel itself. :/

bleh, school tomorrow.
it would be okay, except for the fact that on saturday i have to get up early and babysit 5 extremely spoiled kids. and the lady i babysit for underpays me. sorry to bitch, but this is my journal, and you are reading it of your own free will. eheh. just thought i'd restate that...o_0 yeah. at the most i'll get 46 bucks. blehjfdgkdhfg. ooh, but i get to see matt tomorrow! and he said he was going to burn me a cd. hmm. maybe, maybe not. i'm kinda shy around him, and i can't look him in the eyes when i talk to him. i dunno why. it's really weird.
so what else...ummn, i asked my mom to register me for nexus, but she said it was a rip-off. so i'll have to think of someway to get money out of the bank without my mom asking what it's for. ug. annnd what else. nothing, i guess. i don't have much of a life to write about. besides the fact that i want one. yes, folks, you never thought you'd hear her say it, but erin does want a life.
mm..if only. i find myself wishing i was in college already. but then i feel crappy because i feel like i won't find good friends and that the only good people i know are the ones i know right now, and in 3 years (when i go to college) i won't be talking to them anymore, and i hate it. and also other things, like ...well, i can't write it here because too many people would see it, and bug me about it, and think i'm ..i dunno. let's just say..
erin has problems.

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hahaha...amusing, justin. very amusing.
goodnight.

yayyy now there's 5 people that post here, including me! adam has now joined the team.
:D :D :D
yeyeyey. and kira may be posting here soon, if she wants to.
hmm updates.
well...yesterday i went babysitting from 3:30 to 5:30. UGUGUG. those brats really get on my nerves. and i only had 3 of them this time!
basically i was running all over the place. -_- 11.50. not bad, i guess.
andddd i found a new addiction, thanks to john!! :D :D
NEXUS <3 <3 <3
very good. actually, i think i'm going to go play it as soon as i finish this update. :D
und what else. nothing really going on today. lap swim at the ymca at noon. yey<3
and..thats aboot it.
bye.
:]

Hey every one this is erin's friend K-T from big bad Michigan... hope i'm doing this right.. cause erin wants me to post stuff on here... and i hope this is the right way to do it.. um.. i guess i should put the date huh? well it's April 1st 2002 .. lol... april fools day.. i think i'll call up one of my friends and play a joke on them!! one time i got my friend becky to belive i had sex with this one guy... actually I was with erin that day and we got bored.. hahah (erin you rember that?!) lol yea... i swear i'm not crazy.. i'm sorry you poor people have to listen to me AND Erin... "were two wild and crazy girls!" Any body out there like SNL?? i do...a nd i worship Tom Green.... oh yes oh yes! Tom is the man! but i'm gonan go and eat something.. so maybe i'll write m more latter!
K-T

w00p check out the new layout!! :D :D
made by yours truly. ;D
this layout might not be here for long, since i'm going to collaborate with as many of my friends as possible.
yes, this won't be just erin's life anymore. when we get finished you can look into as many 5 (even more!) peoples minds in one quick stop! :D but the domain is still going to be waterdawl.net, bitches. there will be some dawgs tho. hahaahha
yes. dawgs.
:F