hahahaha, i just found 2 pictures on my computer that i haven't put here yet.
one is quite amusing.
picture number one
and here's the other one..i took a picture of myself smiling! gasp! and you can see my evil braces that tourture me so.
picture number two

well looky here, i took the pv.c admin. test!

You are Jussie

You are the Arrogant Leader. You make your choices and you stick to them no matter what. You are a devoted friend, and will stop at nothing to help your friends when they need it. You have great power, both physical and mental, but you use these capabilities only for good.

how about that :D
no, i didn't do it a million times just to get those results, thankyouverymuch. >;/

so yeah...i haven't written a whole lot about what's going on with my life recently. yes, just, i knew without you telling me! -gasp- but i have been working on a new layout for my faithful viewers :D.
yesterday was pretty cool. my mom woke me up and we went to meijers. which was fun because the long car ride gives me a chance to talk to my mom. (it was in lancaster. we only go there because my mom loves meijers, and we don't have one where we live.) we had fun making fun of people there, plus, i convinced my mom to let us get some frozen pretzels and a 2 liter of pepsi! :D now that i think about it, my mom is one of the most fun people to hang out with. haha...i'm such a loser. x_x
once we got home, we put away all the groceries, and i cleaned up the main floor for 10 bucks. woo. bla bla bla..you don't want to hear about the rest of my day, it was boring. ;/ until about 8 when justin requested a song for me. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I HEARD JUSTINS VOICE!@!$@#$*&(@#*$&@( wo0op. he sounds just as sexy as he looks. ;D <3ju5t1n. he likes jello wrestling. tsk.. thats like, 80's y0.
hmm and what else.
today we all piled in the car at 6 in the morning to go up to columbus for my brother's regional spelling. we're such a happy shiny optomistic group. especially at 6 in the morning. :] yeh. then we sat around for an hour while we waited for all the spelling bee nerds to register and get their picture taken. then he went off to a written spelling test. yeehaw. at which point i slept in one of the little chairs in the ohio state university union center we were staying at. mmmm sleep <3 then we went to lunch. okay. we paid 10 FREAKING BUCKS APIECE to get lunch. and what did they have sitting at the tables for us? chips, 1 cookie, a sandwich , carrots, and grapes all in plastic wrap. and FUCKING ICED TEA, not even SWEETENED for god's sake..ew. then they announced the top 36 that would go on to the oral exam. my brother wasn't one of them. boo fucking hoo. he still got whatever he wanted for dinner...eh. anyways...we got home and i got on the computer :D :D i am so cool mon. ahah..wellp thats aboot it.
as for waterdawl.net updates; i have the new layout finished, but i'm going to put it up april 1st. :] also, i put more friends pictures in the friend gallery. woohoo. commentary :F

AHHHHHH CUTENESS <3

sprinnnnnnnggg breakkk!!! :D :D :D
yayyyy a week of sleeping innnnnn
mmm yes.
lol anyways. ..i got my report card!! 3.89 gpa, baby. umm what else.
OH YES
YESTERDAY AT KMART
i bought THE CUTEST THONGS EVER. i'll take a picture of them later. but omgomgomgomg. they are so0o0o cutee eeeeehehee!
one of them is green, and the other is yellow with limes all over it!!! -squeal- it's so cute.
:D

ahoy thar.
today was pretty decent, untill about 6th period..
yeah.
i went to the orthadontists and got my braces on. i still have yet to get the expander and top wire. ughughugh. x_x
i am in extreme amounts of pain. -cry- i took some ibuprofen and i put wax on them. i still don't feel any better. this sucks so0o bad.
sorry if i bitch, but this is the best place for me to let it out, because i no noone will really want to listen to me whine. which is all i really feel like doing right now. ugh. ;/

hrm..ericas friend matt told me to download this song called epiphany. i didn't know who it was by untill i downloaded it.
it's by staind, i think.
it's a really good song, you should download it too. i'd post the lyrics here, but justin claims it's a lame excuse for an update. or something like that. whatever.
i'm going to post it.
:D

Staind - Epiphany
Your words to me just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear
'Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
So I speak to you in riddles
'Cause my words get in my way
I smoke the whole thing to my head
And feel it wash away
'Cause i can't take anymore of this
I wanna come apart
And dig myself a little hole
Inside your precious heart
Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said
I am nothing more than
A little boy inside
That cries out for attention
Yet I always try to hide
'Cause I talk to you like children
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing isn't feel
Cause it's always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

yepz0r. good song. <3 hmm. looks like i might be going to the movies again with erica this weekend. wo0o and if matt comes we can get in to resident evil!! that bitch better come. lol ;D
dude.
i get my "spacer" stufft in my face tomorrow. yey. it's a ..preliminary, i guess, to braces. its going to widen my teeth out, cause i've got a "narrow palate". eh. that basically means its going to push against my teeth and be very painful. it means i'm also going to have a temporary GAP in between my two front teeth. o happy days. x_x at least it's only temporary.
AND.
3 more days till spring break.
w00p.

i'll have a large classic poop :D

skool tomorrow. ugh. actually..we get out on thursday. spring break!! <3 <3 :D
oo0o0o i have to tell y'all about my sleepover at erica's house.
so ja. i get there and we go to the park. ernie n p.t. are there, and erica plays basketball with them (i suck at basketball, so i sit and watch instead of embarassing myself). very interesting. i learned a new meaning for temporary tattoos. o_0
basically..she was hanging all over ernie. dude. she likes this other dude, and ernie has a girlfriend. yeh..he picked her up off the ground in a very illegal position O_O then i walked over to this bench thing and they sat down with me. we talked. then i walked over to the tire swing and got my vans dirty. -cry- i hate mud. then we all went on the see-saws. (teeter-totters?) yeah...then we went to ernie's house. (more illegal-ness) and he bought us some pizza, which we ate on the way home while walking, lol. then i met ERICAS BROTHER. who0o0o0o. jacob underwood lookalike HELLO. so basically..we wandered around kingston all night. it was pretty fun. then i about got raped when ernie asked me out for p.t. ew. p.t. is like...a midget. i said no, and ernie wouldn't let me go. so i waited till he lessened his grip on me, and i grabbed his hat and ran away. then later..we were heading to ernie's house from ericas, and erica said ..uh..a very dirty thing about me and her brother in my ear, so i ran ahead. erica ran to catch up with me, and she found a hole in the pavement. ruh roh. her ankle wasn't completely healed yet. so me and ericas brother had to help her hobble home. then erica's brother got her bike and she coasted on that all the way home..lol. yeeahhhh.
it actually wasn't that bad..erica just put a bandage and some ice on it and it was all good, since she already had crutches. then in the morning (we woke up to her goddamn brother's nickelback cd, which he left on ALL NIGHT. ugh) but hey, i had french toast!! :D lol then erica's cousin came over, and we all went to the park again. they played basketball blablablabla and me and erica went back home and played n64. then erica had to go, so we all piled in the car. branden (erica's brother) sat in the trunk and had his elbow in my back the whole time. mofo. yeah...and he overheard the uh..dirty thing erica said to me, and told his buddies about it. HA HA. x_x
then they went to some 4h meeting..and i went home. wo0o. thats aboot it, y'all.

d00d..this sounds so much like me it's scary..

The Architect



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"Question Everything." If that isn't already your motto, you might want to consider adopting it. As an Architect, you excel at analyzing situations and understanding things. You have a tendency to focus on the here and now -- the world is yours to mold as you wish. You love to design and redesign and redesign yet again. It's truly fun for you, which makes the rest of us vomit.

As a relatively bright person, hypocrisy and ignorance annoy you. You consider yourself reasonable, and when idiots make silly statements, it just pisses you off. You should calm down a bit, or you might say something very rude. Funny to the rest of us, the target of your attack may not be thrilled. Then again, who cares what the idiots think?!

In the end, the world is what you make of it. Your personality can be an acquired taste for some, and first impressions make not be your strong point. But if someone can speak to you reasonably and keep you in reality, they might get to know the incredible person within.

Possible Careers: City Planner, Mathematician, Scientist

go take the test now, bitches.

hahahahahhahahahaahaaa
you people...lol..
you people actually think i have a life!)$(*@#!
hajfsfdhkjhaha
hhaah

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
why do i always feel this way when i'm wrong about someone's feelings or opinions of me.../!?
its like..
i tourture myself for it

well shit. something wasn't what i thought it was.
guess i think a little to highly of myself eh..

also. we saw ice age awhile ago..and i just now got the email that matt could go if he got the times to the movie. shit. yeah well...we called him about 15 minutes before the movie, and he was like oh"i'm settled in for the night". pfft.
well i'm down again. lol
dumb erin.
BAD ERIN. DIE.
x_x

mm. ____ = yummy.
we're going to the movies tonite. yey. i think we're going to see ice age..but i'm not sure. today was good <33 hour delay.
my stalkers are slacking...but you can find stalker-rific pictures that i saved somewhere(not necesarily on my site tho).... changing every day ;D i like to call it asscam.

see kira's birthday card
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIRA
i'm sorry i didn't put this up here sooner, but i didn't think of it 'till justin did something similar on his page. yeek!
you know i love you <3.
by the way...for all y'all reading this. EMAIL KIRA AND TELL HER HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! i don't care if you don't know her. wish her a happy birthday. now, bitches.

monkey poop.

hmm hmm hmm what to post about. last night i was talking to my brother, and he heard my parents argument last night. it seems my mom wants to get a divorce. i asked her about it and she said matt shouldn't have listened to their conversation, and that people say stupid things when they're mad. but she didn't deny it.
then afterschool today, my mom said she found a *perfect* job for her in *kalamazoo*.
KALAMAZOO!@)@#$)(*&@#(*$&@(#$&*@#($&#@
if y'all don't know already, that's where i lived in michigan before i moved to ohio. <3peace to my homies from k-zoo. what up y0.
but yeah. i doubt it's going to happen...unless she goes through with the decision to divorce my father. it wouldn't be so bad, except for the fact my parents won't live together. (visiting someone 6 hours away isn't too much fun.) yeah..it'd be cool to go up to kalamazoo again and not have my parents fight so much. but then...my dad probably would give me more computer priveledges.bleh. decisions decisions.
"you're always brilliant in the morning..."
heh. <3jewel. she really knows how to explain herself. and she has such a beautiful voice... -sigh-
"well excuse me...guess i've mistaken you for somebody else. somebody who gave a damn, somebody more like myself!"
sing it jewel.
what else to post abouttttttt uh. today's thursday. i can't believe it isn't friday..it feels like it ;x report cards are coming out next week. yeehaww. o0o and tomorrow we get an hour delay from school so teachers can do grades. yeyyy.
I WANT ALL THE TSHIRTS FROM HOTTOPIC.COM_*%#)(#@*%)$(%)OI$TRS
especially that one. -cry-

holy shit.
i think that's the first time we've ever let an argument get in the way of our food. okay.
me, my brother, and my mom sit down at the table to eat. my mom pulls the meatloaf out of the oven. she tells us to eat our salad first, and wait for the meatloaf to cool. i eat my salad. my brother won't even put his salad dressing on his salad before he gets his goddamn meatloaf on his goddamn plate. mom bitches at him and he eats his salad. okay. then dad comes home. he sits down, starts eating his salad after mom says she wants it to cool. they start talking about problems with the roof. then, in the middle of the conversation, my dad can't take it anymore. he has to have his goddamn meatloaf. so he gets up and goes over to cut it. my mom yells at him and he sits back down, and they argue about how she was talking about something important and he only had the food on his mind. then we're all silent. i say "i'm not hungry anymore." and put my plates away. then everyone does too. my moms stomping around the house yelling at dad. i think she slapped him or something. because my dad's like "can i hit you too?!" or some shit. but yeah it kinda sounds stupid but..its scary.

ugh ugh ugh.
crappy day. i guess i had it coming...i mean, come on..who has a good monday and tuesday? yeah well i guess i'm payin for it now..
i really don't know why it was such a crappy day. i think it all has to do with what happens when you first wake up. like when i was getting my bagel ready my dad was leaving for work, and i hugged him goodbye and before he even hugged me back or did anything, he pushed me away and looked at me. "a little heavy on the eye makeup, huh erin?"
what the fuck.
i wear my eye makeup everyday, and today you decide to notice. thats shitty in 2 ways. 1.he was being a dickhead when i was trying to show that i loved him 2. he's never noticed that i wear eyemakeup before.
ugh. yeah well...that got me off to a shitty start. things went pretty much downhill from there.
and i ended up feeling..hmm is there a word for it? not wanted..not accepted, not appreciated..bleh..i guess i got to thinking at school.."why don't guys like me? or ask me out or even think i'm the slightest bit attractive or even talk to me?" like at school...there are no guys whatsoever that like...treat me the way they do other girls. i'm nice. i'm not ugly, am i?! is there like..something gross about me that i don't know and noone has told me? and the fact i have noone to talk to right now that would actually care doesn't help, either.
i'm tired of trying to make the conversations. i'm tired of starting them, for that matter. i'm tired of wasting my feelings on people that don't return them. i'm tired of being the one that has to make an effort. am i not worth the trouble it takes to simply say "hi erin, how was your day?" or even a little "hey erin!" in the hallway. not even my "friends" do it. i am usually the one that says "hey manda!" and punches her in the shoulder everyday when we pass by, going from class to class. i dunno...i guess i feel like i deserve better.

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AHAHAH what can i say about this...lots..um okay where to start. "special formula taken before funtime". bahahhaha. funtime eh? when's funtime? where's the legos? what? thats not the kind of funtime you're talking about? aww...
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mmmmm mysterys. don't you think if they wanted to sell a product..they'd at least tell you the full description of the "benefits"? you never know..it could be a headache..
lol...wellp i suppose thats all i have to say on that 'un.
i thought it was funny. ;x
if you dont like it
leave
:D

mm.
i wonder if i'm really that emotional sometimes...cause i look back on so many conversations that i've had with guys and its like...whoa. i can just picture stuff in my head..BLEH. and justin had to ruin my deep thoughts. -sigh- i guess i'll post something else until i can regain that train of thought.. meh..

where's my stalker when i need 'im?
baha i was going to post a picture from when i cleaned up the basement. but my better judgment kicked in. :D

hey there hoes.
not much really happened today. i went to school, blablabla, report cards are coming out soon, and i have an algebra test tomorrow. ugh.
then i was forced by bodily means to go to the ymca recreational swim..woohoo. x_x yeah that was okay..there was a hot guy there tonite hehhjfdngmvbnah.
then when we were on our way home from the ymca, we had stopped at an intersection and a white..explorer? i forget..but yeah a white suv pulled up and i was watching for some reason..then guess who! sam colopy popped out of the window with his buddy in the passenger seat. lol. my brother bugged me constantly about it the rest of the way home. ugughguhg. kill brother.
:D

okay.
so there's this guy i met at an MSN chatroom. his name is marvin. i think.
anyways. he asked me if i bit my nails, and i said yes(because i do), and he acted really weird. so i blocked him.
then he started getting a shitload of screen names to instant message me on aim with. so i blocked him on those. then i think he even downloaded icq to try to get ahold of me again.
then today me and this guy were talking for awhile and i thought he was pretty cool, but then he asked me if i had any weird habits or something like that. i was like yeah, i bite my nails. and he kept going on and on about it and asking me if he was weird for asking about it. i was like DOOD yer that one guy with the nail fetish! and he denied it. but then i pretty much figured out that it was him, so i blocked him. then he tried adding me to his msn messenger list, and i blocked him again.
bad stalker. as justin would say.
but its really been weirding me out...i guess its because i have so much information about myself on my site, and even my picture! i wasn't even hungry for our st. patricks day ritual(which reminds me, happy st. patricks day :D); corned beef, cabbage, and potatoes! i ate some anyways so my parents wouldn't ask why i wasn't eating. i didn't feel good at all.
bleh.

FANSIGNS FROM JUSTINNNNN <3 <3 <3
1
hmm...evilface.jpg as titled by justin. evil? nahhh. scary? yes. :D

2
and justin says my handwriting sucks. -shakes head-

w00t w00t
erin has a live cam now!! yey
live cam-ness here!
i know it has banners and crap on it...but its the best i can do right now ;x

mmm and i have just settled down to yet another day of hibernating.
i really need a life. ;x
and i also need a new layout.
lol

justin.
i will kill j00.

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st00pid st00pid st00pid

YEY YEY YEY
i just got back from the mall
i got underwear from victorias secret

shorts. pajamas actually. but they look like big undies. :D
anndd i got the pants i wanted!!<3<3<3<3<3

AND last but definitley not least.



the pooping monkey!!! i've been looking for keychains like this forever!!!@!@
<3spencersss

my heart aches to love
and be loved as well
by someone worthy
(of recieving it)

mneh...just a stupid little (semi)haiku i thought up this morning while i was lying in bed..feeling lonely obviously ;x
mmm mall trip today.
matt wrote back to my email and told me he couldn't make it to the mall with us. aw. ;/ erica's gonna be sad too. eh.
WHATEVER.
i hope i can find those panttssss i want them really bad bv,mnvbn
well it's about 8 o'clock...i have to leave at 9 so i should prolly go get ready...bleh and adam just signed on! dfgm,nfg why does this always happen to me

mmm time for bed
big shopping day tomorrow
write me emails<3
:D

bahah YES
we're having tacos and burritos tonite!!!
:D :D :D
erin + tacos + boredom + cam = current cam image

oy vey.
i haven't updated in several days and people are starting to bitch at me...so here goes.
MY LIFE IS BORINGGG THERES NOTHING TO UPDATE ON I HAVE NO SOCIAL LIFE
eh.
actually, me and erica are going up to polaris "fashion place" this weekend. it's sposed to be this really kickass mall with nothing but clothing stores. erica was talking to matt about it in study hall and he was like "oh, can i meet you guys there?" and he gave her his phone number!@!@!@(@#*) how cuuute. god i'm jealous. but yeah anyways it'll be fun. i'm hoping i'll be able to find these really cuuuteee capri-type pants. kinda skater looking. <3
today was great, actually. it was warm outside, i had junk food for lunch<3, and i talked to a bunch of people. i dunno, i guess little things like that make me happy. its like..the more people i talk to in a day, the happier i am.
weird.
i'm a little nervous about my grades, cause i've been slacking in my classes. hopefully i'll get all As on my report card, because i told my mom i would, and she gives me 35 bucks for high honor roll report cards. and she's going to give it to me tomorrow. report cards come out in a week. so i'm busted if i dont get those as.
hmm..noones online..time to go download music from shitty morpheus.
yay.

hmm what to update...nothing much really going on...
haha justin doesn't like rap cept ddr music
school sucks as usual, but even more so because our algebra teacher doesn't feel it necessary to teach us the material before he gives us worksheets on it. bleh. i'm also slacking in health class..ug.
i might try to get erica hooked up with matt. the weird thing is he reminds me of adam so i like..talk to him about "killing kittens"...and he's like.."what?!" ja very weird situation. o_0 hmm what else. i need more hairspray. bye.

last night:
mom: erin, what time are you shutting down the computer tonight?
erin: 9:30?! -hopeful-
mom: NO. 10 IS THE LATEST YOU'RE GOING TO STAY UP. ITS A SCHOOL NIGHT!
erin: but i sai...OKAY!!!! :D :D

lol.

ahoy thar mateysss!! :D
i went up to columbus with my
parents today and went SHOPPING!!!
joy joy.
its been so0o0o long since i've
been shopping. the last time was after
christmas, i think...eh!!
but yeah. my mom bought me some
victorias secret bras<3333


drop me a line and i might
model them for you
bahahahah KIDDING. cheez.
and she was going to buy me some vans shoes, but they didn't have my size. ;x

however!! the internet is wonderful in the fact that i can prolly get some cooler ones >:D yey yey yeyyyyy i love shoooeeeeesssss
-shoe fetish-
ahahaha woop. i'm hyper.
ALSO: NEVER BUY SPICY CHEETOS CHIPS!@*#$@#()$* THEY ARE MUCHOSSSS SPICYYYY and they killt my tastebuds ;x
yeah
:D

OH YEAH I ALMOST FORGOT!!@*@#&@*!!@@!@!
my brother had a hockey game in columbus too, which i went to see.
at the end of the game (his team won), you know how they do the little hand shake/tap thingys in a sign of good sportsmanship? well, they had just started doing it and this one kid TOOK OUR GOALIE BY THE NECK, tackled him down onto the ice, and started punching him!!!!! luckily he still had his helmet on!@*!#!!@! bbahhh that was ugly.
stupid mofo ;x

bahahhahahaa.!@!#@
think you know me? click here!!

also, me and kira had a conversation that was quite amusing.
before you read...potato is this hilarious kid named tony wabindato. rhino is christina hess. lol...whatever
READ IT!

hmm...i think waterdawl.net needs a new layout...

stalkers: notice!!
erin has now put up a gallery in the "me" section!
bvhafhhdejkhd,kf
<3cams

VBABFHDSFHGAGAGAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ohhhh the humanity
oh my god.
OH MY GOD
OH MY GOD
this site is too funny!
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p.s. adam kills kittens
:D

this whole...entry or whatever came to me last night while i was thinking about recent interactions with my friends. i was thinking about how i don't know how to handle true emotions from guys. not just one, like love, but other things like anger and saddness. its like...girls emotions but magnified by 100000 because girls usually are drama queens and guys rarely show their emotional sides to me...; or maybe to anyone in general? i guess i'm opening up alot because..well, i'm suprised at how closed off i was last year.
but anyways.
one situation of how i don't know how to handle emotions is when the other day, i was t alking to my friend and he wrote "I <3 ERIN".
whoa.
i was thinking, "really?" "no, he's just kidding" "wait, how do i react?" "i like him too but if i write that i'll seem stange and the conversation will get weird!". yeah..i was thinking all of those things, only they were tangled in my mind.
I also don't know how to express my feelings to guys. i don't know how to tell guys that i like their eyes or their personality. if i did, i'd feel stupid. i cant even ask them a stupid, simple, little THING like wether they want to meet on netmeeting or not!!! it frustrates me so much that i can't do a stupid little thing like that!! because if i can't ask them that, how the hell am i sposed to ask them anything or talk to them about anything else?!? i get so angry at myself for it. but somehow, i can't work up the guts to do it. so any guy friends that may be reading this; i think the world of you. i just don't have the guts to tell you myself (<3journals)
i dunno, but i think my dad has a factor here. maybe its because i rarely talked to him or expressed my feelings to him when i was little. the conversation was purely...intellectual, i guess. and that seems to be all i can handle from guys.
man..i've got a long road ahead.

hmm feelin deep...
jewel does that to ya. <3jewel.
methinks im going to make a poetry/song lyrics section
i think typing and singing these things helps me get out my feelings
yes very good idea
even if noone reads them

sup hoes?
guess whos getting braces.
yep. that'd be me.
sucky suckkkyyyyyyyyyy
i have these little rubber band thingys in between some of my teeth right now. the evil little things are called spacers. DONT LET THE INNOCENT MASK OF RUBBER BAND-NESS FOOL YOU !!!#@*# #@ THEY HURT LIKE BITCHES!!!
<3ibuprofen<3

i think im gonna go cry now.


run
running all the time
running to the future
with you right by my side

me
i'm the one you chose
out of all the people
you wanted me the most

and im so sorry that ive fallen
help me up lets keep on running
don't let me fall out of love

running running
as fast as we can
do you think we'll make it?
running, keep holding my hand
so we dont get separated

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN :D

ahh 8 o clock in the morning and i'm not at school. yay :D
but i have to leave in like...9 minutes to go to some damn orthadontic consultation.
sucky sucky.
well. see y'all lat0r.

hrrrmmm. i have 10 minutes all by myself on the computer.
blech.
i suppose i could write about my day. how boring. but anyways... school started 2 hours late. yey :D. i got up by myself, got ready, and had plenty of time to go on the computer before i had to go to school! and i didn't even have to ride the bus! hell yeah.
i guess that's the highlight of my day..oh yeah and i talked with adam on netmeeting. always fun camming with him ;D you know what? i just realized this, and i think adam is like..the first guy i've ever really had a serious kind of conversation with.
damn im a loser
:D

BAHAHHAHA I GOT TETRIS TO WORK
GO ME :D :D
now all i need is to figure out how to get a damned live cam...unf.
hmm. justin and adam are asleep.
wellp.
time to go play the sims >:D

MUCHOS UPDATESSS
look around, my child..!

its very risky, but i think i'm going to put my cam back up.
no, not on the main page. but up at the link section to the right. woohoo.
i just woke up. ;x
baha.
another update, later, i think...

well last night was sthhuupppeerrr!
manda sthpent the night and it was just a blastht!
bahahaa.
yepp me and justin finally had a video conference type thing.
that was sthuper as well.
also, i met one of adam's friends justin! not the same as above. this one was muchho pervo. manda liked him tho ;D well yeah we were on netmeeting with them untill about 3 in the morning. we made a little rotiserrie for this pecan i had out of staples. we toasted it with my lighter i have in my desk. lol nut roaster :D :D everyone thought i was psycho cept manda. manda knows i'm psycho ;D.
<3 to my homies.